What to do?

I am trying to decide what to do - nurse or pump?
Trying to nurse has been exciting at times, super-challenging, tiring, etc.
I would do it with 1 baby, but nursing 2 is a lot of work.
I assumed I would when I was pregnant, but it morphed into pumping and bottle feeding. It works for us.
I like the closeness and simplicity of nursing, but then again it feels a little 'alone' because no one can help me with that. I don;t want to regret not attempting this special closeness with the babies.
I am stuck between both feeding types. I get a twin nursing pillow in the mail soon, maybe that will help?
Rambling on again. . .